my actual male model shoot happened yesterday. and i am very happy and grateful that it's over. but before the shoot, the whole day was a disaster. i usually like going out for a walk and i left my key at home. my mom and sis were out and dad was sleeping from work. so, i was pretty much stuck out in the HOT weather for an hour. i was sweating and all oily. and i got late for the shoot.
two things in life i am always bad with. keys and men.
not the best start. and the beginning of the shoot, it was nerve racking for me. it seemed everything i do, it just feels like back to the start. there is not a day i feel like a person who knows what he is doing but more like "shit, what am i going to do". i have a very low self-confidence.
but, i was happy that i was doing it with people i know and feel very comfortable with.
Rico, was a hot handsome guy. to me, he is like the perfect being. the body, the legs, the face, the smile. with all the skinny young boys all over fashion industry. it was good to see someone healthy and a person that i cannot be in a billion years.
i, definitely had to fight my dirrty thoughts of course.
after the shoot, norm and i sat until 11 at night trying to edit the images. and find the right feel to it. and i'm happy we did. hopefully, the outcome will be better.
will be working with rico soon again. but don't know when yet. i already have ideas on my mind what to do. will have to wait until the shots are done first.
next week, heading to singapore for a week. need it.
really thanks to norm yip ( photographer ). rico ( model ). and wil wu ( make-up artist )for taking a chance on me.


preview shot